Bringing us closer

This week is week 10 of our course. All left is just assessment to mark the end of our term 2 and after that its time to partyyy. Time fly fast that I myself don't even notice. It was just like yesterday we started term 2 and seriously now its the end of it already.

It was like the day before only we went out after term 1 end and had a good hug with each another cause we couldn't bare thinking that we won't be seeing each another for a week. Silly ain't it? Thinking back it was fun. Talking outside the car when we keep saying eh wanna go back already but nobody seems to take a step from the place and drive off with the car. Those were the times.

Anyway since it was week 10 definitely our assignment were all submitted this week itself. Trust me the assignment that gives us headache was definitely Thinking Skills. Yeah all our last minute work. Blame us for that. We from group 1 are really lazy in fact. But definitely we're happy with the result after burning off my weekends doing this, and the first sleepovers we had. Definitely it is worth it and this has brought us closer in a way.

 One of our products. And we did get good comments about it.

So called Grade A. We group 1 rocks.

 The ladies

 

 The gentleman.

 And us the entrepreneur who make everything succeed. So how do we look? Damn professional ain't it and thats how our judges buy. Definitely not because of us only and that's because of our super duper awesome product.

Awareness in All

As I said the Morale video that I promised to post once I managed to find those videos. All we gotta do in the video is do something that is related to HIV and I must say it's pretty good. This is the video that our group manage to produce. Definitely we had a good laugh about it. Spot me spot me. Haha

The second video from other group which I liked it a lot. It almost made me tear in a way. It was so touching that I was putting my friend in the situation and I couldn't even imagine losing one of them. Especially in this way and their message are pretty clear.

Two videos only anyway. I'll be posting the winner video soon if possible. Thinking skills assignment is over too. We work so hard for it and that includes massive time wasted from the weekends, the amount of time we burn and that includes stayover a night at Xiang Wei and only sleeping for 3 hours. Trust me it was tiring but fun at the same time. I am loving my group member more. On the other hand, finals soon and I bet I gonna have less time to blog. But as promised I'll try to blog more often though exam is coming. Tehehe =)

Halfway through

Currently taking a break from studying f&b notes. So frustrated though there's only one or two more chapter left to go. For once I actually really studied for this subject. So applause for me. All I can think of is food now. I am trying to stand the temptation cause with the amount of food I eat today no doubt I've put on weight.

Call me vain or whatsoever I still don't care. Last day of kitchen class today and I am utterly devastated. I guess I just love the kitchen a lot. I love to cook and being in the kitchen makes me feel more alive rather than being in practical class. And whats on the kitchen today.

Starter : Mornay Crab Cake

Main course : Yorkshire Beef Pudding

Dessert : Half eaten chocolate mousse

The half eaten chocolate mousse are caused by those people and me of course. And believed me the amount of chocolate mousse we ate today was crazy and I guess we will never touch it probably after a month or two? It was really that good that when you think you wanna stop you just can't stop and you don't even bother thinking but just eat. Believe me we actually finish the whole tray of chocolate mousse.

People that make kitchen class a lot more interesting although kitchen class is that interesting already. I just adore them that much for bringing laughter although you just don't feel like laughing. And now I know being a aboyeur is one heck of a tiring and stressful things to do.

Video screening for Moral is officially over. And I am embarassed to say we won nothing but like what Mr. Adrian said everybody is a winner there's no loser. I shall post up a few videos that I like soon. That if I managed to get those videos somewhere. Some did make me almost tear and everyone video is good. So good job guys. Anyway now back to study for another two more chapter and I am done. Such a drag. Pfft. Can't wait for everything to be done like what I said.

One of what you think

I don't know how to describe my feeling now. Sometimes there's something inside of me which just wanna let out everything. To somebody at least. But sometimes you rather just keep it to yourself although you know its just hard to keep things inside all to yourself. Things feels different now.

Being the one who always think that its easy to express everything when you have something? I thought things were easy if I just keep quiet and go along with the flow? In fact sometimes I think it was easy when all I do is just tell and make things right. I was wrong. I don't even know what is right or wrong now. What should I do and what I shouldn't do. It feels like I am all alone. I wanna prove people wrong by telling that I can do it. I can make it. This is not gonna be the case where everything is the same again and again.

Probably I am just being over demanding. Never one should ask for much. But its never wrong to ask for something isn't it? To demand for something? To actually want something so bad? I really don't know what to think of anymore if I didn't have the right for all those. Then whats the use of everything from the start?

For now I just can't wait for December end holiday. I wanna get a break from all these things. I just want my holiday. Damn it. Video premiering tomorrow. I just can't wait to see other people amazing work..

So called my day

I am finally 18. Means I am legal for everything? No? Being 18 doesn't make any difference anyhow. Just that I am growing older, learning more things and enjoying life still. But definitely the good part is I don't even need my parents help anymore when I go to the bank. I had a blast this year for my birthday thanks to my friends.

 My super nice yummy cupcakes =)

 From left to right

Gillian, Anna, Adrian, Arika, Mani, Frans and Hans

 The soldier toy that they got me.

All I can say it looks deceiving. HAHAHA

My friends all were so sweet that they surprise me with cupcakes from Wondermilk. I didn't expect that coming really. They are all full of surprises. Though I did suspect little bit and there cause it was so weird seeing them disappearing suddenly and coming to college late.

Those people who made and planned everything including Aiman who's not in the picture.  And the cupcakes was really good. =) Anyhow you guys just make my day making effort in putting everything together like saying you guys wanna go buy food and insist that I follow along and talking bullshit near the staircase while waiting for the them to come. Thinking of it make me laugh and you guys nearly make me tear. I wovvvvv you guys. Also a big thanks to everyone who wish me early or late.

And a big special thanks to my boyfiee too. For bringing me out =)

Before party

To start it off we went for ice skating after class in conjunction with outing for my birthday. Since we can't make it on Friday so we change it to Thursday itself. It's been long all of us ice skate and it was fun going with them. Laughing at those people falling down at ice skating ring including them was funny. Staying back and skate just cause it wasn't worth paying 11 bucks to skate for an hour. We're calculative just like that.

The whole group of us who went. A perfect want.

And the fun part during skating was definitely when those malay small primary kids disturbing us. You can't imagine how funny it was unless you're there looking. They got terrified that they actually just walk. Laugh some more you malay kids. Laugh and you know what is the consequences disturbing us. HAHAHA

Head of to dinner after that with the bunch at Asian Avenue. Grr.. The amount of food we consume was crazy. I think I just found my food eating partner which is Anna. God she just makes me eat and eat cause whenever I ask her wanna eat some more? She said yes and we would go buy food some more without thinking of the cost of it.

Playing with the mirror effect

Adrian who looks so lala on that day. HAHAHA.

I hope he doesn't see this. =X

The hot chicks from the bunch of the groups.

I wovvv you guys.

The goofball pose..Eeee. Ka che look so cute

*pinch cheeks*

After satisfying meals not to forget we stayed to gossip and talk.. And those boys disappear after a few cries from them scaring me about driving home and stuff. When I am suppose to drive home back alone. Grrr..Thank goodness I see nothing ahh. If no you people so gonna get it. Those ghost stories among my friends will never stop. And it gets even scary everytime.

Will be updating soon with another part of it. The best of all. So do drop by soon to get a taste of it. =)

It'll never stop

As time passes I notice myself getting more mature in a way. In the way that I think. I think in a people perception like when I do something what the other party will think of me and stuff. I guess because of this I am more careful on my actions than before.

Thinking back about last time, I find myself being childish. Not only me I guess. When people flash back what they have done and what mistakes they do they definitely find themselves being childish too. So I guess as you grow up you solve things in a different way. I thoughts things had gotten in a right track after everything that we had spill it out to clear everything.

I thought I was right. Things were good at the start but I was wrong. Things happen for a reason and I am sorry if I did anything wrong. I was trying to control slowly not letting go my temper towards you. I try not to create a scene. I am tired of all this drama already. Stop messing with my life and I will stop messing yours too. So you stop creating drama. Damn it. I had enough and honestly I am tired. I don't mind losing you seriously cause I think you're not worth it me doing or caring so much.